Good news right.
The source is fear and insecurity lying deep within me. I was not able to see it inside my dark skin as it was hidden deep, real deep. I was only able to find them when they came out from their hole, which had become too small to hold them any more.
Like a kid of an viper they have grown large, huge, vicious. Their bites inflict so much pain. I am already blue from the pain.
It is much simpler to handle physical pain, but the pain within is suffocating. hard and humiliating.
Even after finding the source of my pain i am able to do nothing about it. What can i do. The only thing that is practically possible is to remove the fear and insecurity. But alas it is easier said than done. Life ain't a philosophy book. And it is much tougher to understand it errors and repercussions .
And this time i don't want to just reduce the size of this monster but i want to fight it to death. Either mine or his. But this monster wont dare hurt me again.
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