The purpose of life.

HI again,

I recieved comments on last posts from some friends and the were of various sorts . Nemi I wasnt thinking about myself just because I was alone but the thought was deep , and not just a reaction of lonliness.

also i also got another beutiful comment which i will quote here too.: "The feverishness if Fame, Pride, Of social recognition is Immaturity. Just wake up and see there is nothing much in it. It is just an empty bowl."

Very true in spirutual path of life fame and social recognition means nothing. they are just stigmas of material world. If this is true then what must we prespire for.????

Most of living beings, not just humans but also animals spend their life making their position in their herd. Trying to improve their status , their Social position. It is what thrives a social group. 

If one does not think of his peers then he may turn evil as he might lose his conscience.

Coming to main point . What must be the purpose of life if not fame. But who said i want to be famous. I want to die leaving smiles on faces. That doesnt mean i need fame, nor does it means i will get Social regognition in my life time. 

All i want is to do something worthy to make this world a better place . That will be my destiny.

 Maktub.

All i need now is to find my true goal , My real Aim. You see we are are sent for a purpose. To make a change in our own way to the cycle of life. I i do belive mine is not just of an normal ingredient . I do belive I am an important catalyst sent to make a change, whatever the size be.

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The Birthday Resolution.

23rd July 2009.

My Birthday.

I turn 23 this day.

And to just pick up the mood, I asked myself a question at 12:30. The answer to which made me CRY on my b`day.

It was simple question . I just asked myself " What have you accomplished in these 23 years?"

I thought hard enough but in vain. I was unable to come up with an answer. It started getting on my nerves. I asked more questions to myself.

" What if I have to die today. Will remembring me later brings spirits of happiness, joy or pride to anyone?" . The asnwer was again no.

" Have I done anything to bring smiles on faces of even 10 people ?" . The answer was again no.

This realisation brought tears to my eyes. I was crying. That doesnt happens a lot. But there were no tears in my eyes. It felt so heavy inside.

It is enough now. I can not go on like this. I have decided to make a difference to this world. even if a small one but I should do something.

And I know most of you percieve me a person with big talk no work.

But dont worry even I see myself that way only.

But that is to be changed now. I will be focusing less on talks and more on work as I dont know how much time is left for me to make my mark.

Ab Humidity

yaar.

ab main karoon kya. garmi khatam barsaat hui .

par usse halat aur zyada khrab hui.

Pasina ab badan se hatta nahin

bheegi kamiz mujh ko jachti nahin.

sanns lena bhi dubhar hua

jivan mera dushkar hua.

sochta hun shimla swarg tha

barish me main bhegta mad mast tha.

ab yahi jeevanhai ki aas

miit jaye jeevan me pyar ki pyass .

(First stupid attempt at poetry. Pardon me guys)

Heat is Killing Me

Hi ,

People I was born in Shimla, in luxury of mountains in a cool enviorn(Thats why I am so cool).

However i did not knew how hard it gets to face the sun when it is scorching at 50 degrees.

My days are tiring. I have never felt so sleepy before. and during nights a dont get sleep. it is so disgusting and frustating.

Help me guys . help me cope with it. Send in your ideas to help me out.